When things go horribly wrong we
raise a fist to God and ask why. We insist on having answers to the
unfairness and cutting through of all we expect and demand in this
life. Why so?
When
all is well - when the children are giggling, the sun is shinning on
the glimmering grass, our money pouch covers the mortgage, 2 cars, and
vacations, and love is being made instead of quarrels being had, we
revel in our reality that all is as it should be. Why so?
We
live in a fallen world and will live in it until we are birthed into
eternal life, or until the Lord returns. Why do we expect heaven on
earth now? Why do we expect this side of the gates made of pearl to be
like His side? Why do we think that the blessings of God are ordinary,
everyday normal? And why do we demand an explanation when our
expectations aren't met?
Are
we spoiled brats, so lavished upon that we don't even recognize the
glory in it all? We've grown to expect the glory as normal. Anything
less is shocking, demeaning to our standing, undeserved. If all of
these good gifts are run-of-the-mill normal, what is ecstasy? If we are
not stunned by the beauty and goodness of God, then what do we find
stunning? If everything beautiful is demanded and everything ugly is
undeserved, what is gift?
"The
sun shines and warms and lights us and we have no curiosity to know why
this is so; but we ask the reason of all evil, of pain, and hunger, and
mosquitoes and silly people.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson
Maybe we are the silly people.
This
sick by sin world is where we live. We cannot expect to walk through
mire and come out bleached white and untouched. Dingy, dirty, darkness,
will touch our lives. We live among it. Our choosing the slick words
of Satan in that garden of harmony caused all this mess. But God chose
us, even though we didn't choose him. Therefore, graciousness each day
so gifted by God, is not normal or deserved. It is ecstatic, brilliant,
elaborate love given as we work to fulfill the meaning of it all. What
is the meaning? God planned that our lives should bring glory to him,
and that we would be immersed in this world to inject his light. We are
here for him and no other reason. It's not about us. We need to stop
and realize that dark and depraved is normal in this world, but that God
has shed his grace on us, and we should be awe struck humbled by it -
So awe struck humbled that we spend our lives in his presence, glowing
from his grace, and reflecting his light.
There are two ways of spreading light; to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it.
~Edith Wharton
If there is one spot of sun spilling onto the floor, a cat will find it and soak it up.
~ Jean Asper McIntosh
~ Jean Asper McIntosh
Let's
do the same; let's look for sun spilling onto the floor, babies holding fingers tight, freckles around smiles, and unexpected notes in the mail. Let's see the hands that wipe the tears, and pray by the bedside, and help us carry our loads. Let's anticipate the bird's song after the rain, and the rainbow when the sun comes out, and golden grass that shines,
and all of the other blessings that shed light in this dark and normal
world.
Let's praise God when our plans and expectations lie in ruins, because his are better than ours.
Let's love God because he's ever present even when we fail to show up.
Let's be overwhelmed with the fact that ordinary is not ordinary at all.
Why
the pain of evil, sickness, tragedy and injustice? We live in a fallen world
created long ago by man's desire to be and have something other than God's best for him. We all inherited that. Why everything else? Why so much good? Why so much blessing in the middle of burden? Because we are loved by Holy God himself,
the God who even finds a miraculous way to use the ugly blackness for
our good so that our suffering isn't for naught. Oh how he loves you
and me.
This is a revised and updated version of a post I published two years ago. When my great city was hit by a massive tornado on May 20th, I wanted to write, and tell people how to seek God in all of this, but it really didn't feel appropriate. Living here in Oklahoma, I read the words of advice I saw everywhere on the Internet, and they didn't seem to begin to touch the magnitude of what was actually happening on the street. The more I tried to write, the more I found I couldn't come up with anything adequate either. There is nothing I can say that will make this easier because this tragedy requires the whisper of the Holy Spirit directly to your heart. As I grappled with what to write, I was reminded of this post I had previously written. It's the best I can do right now. I do know this - God is good. Seek relationship with him through Jesus because it is absolutely the only way you will fully grasp what it means to know peace in the midst of a storm. Continue to pray for the victims, the workers, and the volunteers as this is just the beginning of a very long road. They will need prayers for months to come.
I'm still not back to blogging full-time. The Lord has me doing some inner work right now that requires I take time away from many of my usual activities, but in time I will be back to a regular schedule. He's assured me of that.
I'm still not back to blogging full-time. The Lord has me doing some inner work right now that requires I take time away from many of my usual activities, but in time I will be back to a regular schedule. He's assured me of that.
Grace and peace to you, my friends . . .




























